My Gratitude Journal Monday Jan 19, 2015


I am grateful today for the sense of impending change I feel in my life at this moment.  I feel that spiritually, I am on the precipice of yet another big step forward in the evolution of my soul.  I feel the change coming, I sense it just over the horizon and I waiting for it to roll over me with open arms.

I know some people look at change as frightening, or something “inevitable” that happens that they have to put up with, or just get through.

The thing is, change …. it really is not inevitable.  Yes, times change, circumstances change, people weave in and out of our lives.  The outside world changes.  But inside, our inner world, it doesn’t have to change.  It will only change if we invite it to change.

I spent 90% of my life with the same viewpoints, the same lens of experience.  My story was “Success really happens to other people, not me.  I’m not as smart as everyone thinks I am.  You have to settle in love.  How I am today is how I am always going to be.”

It was my story about my life – my set of core beliefs.  If you asked me, I would have told you that I hope to be successful one day, I hope to make the money I want and have the love I want.  But did I really BELIEVE it?  No.  I was just getting by.

If you have been reading my journal previously, you will know that I had a very life changing event happen to me when I lost my job, and then finally found my soul mate.  Part of that transformation happened with my story that I re-wrote – I mean I actually physically WROTE a love story for myself, and then I found love.

But that opened a gateway inside of me to really BEGIN a serious change – I serious renovation of my lens and my story.  I got a new job fairly quickly, about 3 weeks after my severance date, and it was EXACTLY what I needed at that time.  I started working for Life SOULutions and Mary Morrissey, and that was EXACTLY where I needed to be at that stage in my life.  I was finally surrounded by people that had the point of view that I wanted to have – the people that knew how to change their lives and make their dreams come true.  People that lived and breathed positivity.

And even though my view radically shifted when I had my own epiphany – an epiphany of understanding is not ENOUGH.  Yes, you GET it, but you also have to DO it.  You have to walk the walk, not just talk the talk.

So everyone has a choice – change, or don’t.  LIVE your life, or REACT to situations.  Whine about how it sucks, or put your boots on and FIX it.

What I have found is that change comes in waves.  And when you get familiar with it, and you continue to learn and study on a daily basis about how to perfect your life and your dreams, you can FEEL change coming – you can FEEL an epiphany or a breakthrough on the other side, and you can get yourself ready to embrace it and love it right into existence.

I’m grateful for the change that is coming, because it means that I am one step closer to living the Unique Self that I am in all facets of my life.  It means I will be one step closer to genuine communion with the Universe and closer to being truly tapped in to my purpose.

So bring it on.  I’m ready.

Namaste, my loves.

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